I was thinking......" that's not right"

So I was thinking on Monday I wonder when Mike's MRI would be? Then it reminded me that no one ever called about Aggies MRI. Then I thought........ that's just not right that two people in our home need an MRI..... Geesh!

Now that I have your attention. Last Sunday Mike got sudden intense headaches with exercise on two occasions, so sever he thought it wise to stop. He has never really gotten much of a headache, so naturally this was alarming enough for us to think going to the ER would be wise. He had an CT, which ruled out an aneurysm and tumor. The MRI was closed, (which shows a clear picture) so they decided to schedule it for later, (thank you military hospitals). The MRI will rule out a slow bleed in his brain. I'm not a doctor, but it's not looking probable that this is the problem b/c he would probably be dead by now if it was. They told us today, 5 days after the event that his MRI will be next Tuesday, 9 days after the event. He is not allowed to exercise, an of course not allowed to fly. He will have to get the MRI, see a neurologist and then get cleared back to flying by a special flying Dr. made for such permissions. As alarming as this may sound to some, i think it has not caught us off guard in that way at all. I find myself thinking "really?, OK... whatever". Since sunday we've had a kiddo with a fever that is now gone, and a totally different one vomiting, which has ceased. I had the same thought as previously stated with each episode. I am finding myself struggling with bitterness/resentment. I'm totally over all this medical drama that seems to follow us. I am trying to think of things to be thankful for, we have so many, and be characterized with contentment, but truthfully I'm finding myself a bit feisty. I'm really wrestling with my sin. I know in Christ I am not hopeless and victory is mine, but not responding to my feelings and responding in truth as been difficult.